Tuesday, November 16, 2010
heys.
Can't believe i am stil posting here.
It's 1 am.
I just went back from my grandmother's funeral.
I have been there since i rushed from my remedial to there.
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It's kinda shocking for me.
I dunno why i felt so numb.
I cried in the Lrt,
which is really embarrassing.
Am i in a dream?
A trance?
I wonder.
so unreal.
It's too.. sudden.
I am feeling kind of weird now.
Unconscious reality.
Like in a trance, never really awake but not asleep.
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Anyways,
I wanted to say thanks to everyone who send their condolences.
And a few special people who have been there for me. :)
Firstly,
I want to say thanks to Idayu, The best damn evil partner i ever had.
Thanks for cheering me up the whole day, even though you used prepaid.
Thanks for caring.
You are such a genuine friend, i appreciate that.
Really THANKS for all the times.
Secondly,
to Joveis, My cousin.
Thanks for bothering to make an effort to buy present for my father even though it's Grandma's funeral.
Thanks for being there for me.
Thanks for all the years where you always stick up for me when i was young and often got bullied.
I never had a chance to say thanks,
you are a great cousin.
Thirdly,
To you. :)
Thanks for listening to me,
Thanks for being there for me.
Thanks for Being so understanding and caring.
Thanks for everything.
Lastly,
To my Dearest Grandma,
How do you find Heaven?
I hope you will cherish all the memories we spent together.
I will Not be sad,
Cause you finally went to a better place,
Instead of suffering from a stroke.
I love you,
Rest in peace, grandma.
