Monday, August 9, 2010
Hi people life's great Happy national day
I love everyone my life is so sweet lalala let's smile let's laugh kiesI shall just take down my mask for once.
I am sad, But i am not weak.
I know, I am being freaking dramatic.
It hurts so much.
No one told me it hurts. a lot.
I will learn to run.
I will show my genuine smile, when the time is right.
I will take down my happy facade, when there's someone understanding and willing to lent an ear.
At least, i can say, thanks for not ignoring me.
After this, I forgotten how to smile.
replacing it is a "I-am-fine-my-life-is-great" smile.
i never want to fall in love again.
Wake me up from this bad dream.